NeuroticTapirs

Jesus it's been how long
But hello everyone I've been rather busy with school and such so I haven't been uploading so much
or
writing journals really
I've been on tumblr namely, I have been drifting a bit and having fits of depression etc.
I have improved greatly if I say so myself, I will upload sometime, I still need to work on requests, I know. Please be patient with me as I am running low on energy and brain juice if you understand, I apologize though.
I hope you're all well though, missed you all
big smooches for everyone because ya'll are great
Thank you all.

Hello everyone, I haven't updated in quite some time, my apologies.
I've been having a very bad case of depression as of late and I've just been dealing with some sour emotions and have been in and out of therapy. Very stressful past couple of months.
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However, I have also made a rather...bad...mistake and have lost my request sheet I made for the requests I've been taking over the past 6 months (30-40 requests ), so it's a very unpleasant. However I'm going to be opening requests on here and hosting a small "event" on my tumblr to make up for it and have a small reminder of requests being open on there as well.
I'm also busy finishing the requests that I remember and/or have recently gotten along with a rather tedious and painstaking to make present for a friend.
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   Requests are in fact open if you are not able to read titles.
-Rules:
If you are requesting from here you cannot request NSFW things since I can't upload them, the link to my tumblr is in my description, there you can request all the crazy shit you want except if it makes me feel uncomfortable.
The maximum is two requests per person. I would like it if you go a bit easy on me and not bombard me with 15 requests all from one person.
If you are requesting a group of character there is a limit of 4-5 people.
If you want colour you must ask. The options are water colour and coloured pencil.
If you're requesting a character from a show or movie that I am not aware of, tell me the show/movie so I can look up references.
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Also do not fret if you follow me on tumblr and see this, I'll make an announcement about this shortly.
And on a side note all requests are being put in traveling journal that I keep close to my self since I learned my lesson about keeping them on an easy to lose sheet.
So any requests I've gotten recently are going to be done.
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Sorry I'm such a scatterbrained imbecile as of late, friends.
woooop

-Spooky

I believe that is an appropriate title.

Resolutions of 2012:
Update more often
Try and read homestuck
Improve
Make friends
Get into routines
ACTUALLY get around to shaving that part of my head like I promised myself I would because we both agree it would be pretty cool.

That's about it.

Because I don't have much to say I'll give an update  of my life to you very kind people who bother wasting their time reading this.



Aside from having Yami Bakura in my dreams every night since the beginning of December of last year, things have been rather slow.
Of course I have been having a hard time being around people and some people are getting on my nerves (in reality), I've just been coming to terms with who I am, my identity as a human, and what I'm really doing and how it effects others.

Really it's to avoid negative conflict with others.

meh.

I've just been really thoughtful and wistful  (and stressed) as of late.



I just want to get a YGO One Coin figure and some good books and everything will be alright.

After all, things will always get better at some point.

Life that isn't a challenge to make things worse either

8| okay..
I'm just going to say this week isn't going quite as planned.
Family issues have prevented me from uploading things (my apologies).
And the strange thing is, I've gotten better at proportions so much it wont really seem that much like any previous art.

Um on a lighter note I've been having messed up dreams for the last month involving YBakura. Yes, every dream for the past month.

He's an asshole

So this inspires me to create some fanart based off of his personality and his design in the dreams because:
1. He acts the same, but with more riddles and tricks, making it fun to capture his personality.
2. He wears this badass suit and top hat. Every. time.
3. And Dream Bakura is a creeper too.



I'm also practicing with my brand-new Bamboo Capture Tablet!
And I'm going to the bookstore soon to spend around half of my money on books.
Yay

Also have a happy New Year.

And Happy (belated?) Hanukkah!
I have received my new charger, though, I won't be able to update my art until I finish one more sketch 8|.
So between now and Christmas day.
Because I'm a bitch.

Eh, anywho just a quick update because I'm going to be extremely busy this weekend and the next.
On Christmas day I have to open shit then get ready and head out to my father's girlfriend's house.
Then on Monday my Grandmother is coming over.
Then on Friday my known family is coming over for a 'December Birthday" party.
Almost everyone of my family member's birthdays are in December.
Fuck.
Other than that I'm free for the rest of the week that I'm off.
So there will be a lot more updates of my shitty arts.
Also I'm going to take a moment and wonder if I got a drawing tablet, because if so:

I might explode 8|